Before I lay my head to rest I would like to say that my heart goes out to all the women/men who have been told that they couldn't have children, who have lost a child in the womb, during and after birth, or has passed before their time. I may not be a mother at this moment in time but my heart is calling out to everyone out there. For I may not know what it is like to loose a child, but I do know what it is like to see everyone else have what you hold dear close to your heart. I am going through hormone treatments to conceive my own precious little one and I pray each and everyday that I will have a healthy angel. But if for some reason God decides to take my angel home with him, then I know it wasn't my time. I know that I will be a great mother someday. I don't know when but I do know it will happen. For I believe in it. I have my faith. God has a special place for me and my future child, as well as a place for all the special children that couldn't be with us here today. So if you have lost a child or know someone who has, show this to them and let them know that I am thinking of them tonight.
With much love in my heart as well as in my mind.
Amber Hogan.